Down but not under

I have been feeling low, not in the mood to write anything but i priorotised. I am back now, got motivated more.
So where where we?
 Oh my letter from Sam.

5 years later after bumping into Sam in town, he asks me why i never replied his letter. 

He adds that he is in the university now doing Aeronautical Eng. Way to go Sam.

Address

August 3rd 

Dear dear Sam i know we were young and naive but that's all we were, a bunch of teenagers and obviously you were more head over heels with me, i am not complaining but dear Sam you are chasing a mirage. 

First my English is better than yours thanks to the public school we BOTH went to, heheh.

My height could also say the same.

Dear you put conditions on me if i reply bla bla bla, i am not encouraged by conditions. I detest them just i detest taking orders from anyone.(except the wrath of my mother) i am not afraid to say it.

I am not with the intention of busting your bubble or popping your cherry but me and you are not going to happen, i know you will say yet but its okay still.I wish not to kill your inner drive.
I have to rush on to something so text me later if i gave you  my number.
Selective insomnia.

Yours truly,
Never would be.